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THRILLS OF CONSTANTLY COLLAPSING

by Thrills

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1.
Satellites 03:14
I told the truth with a satellite all thats left on Earth is suicidal youth and decay all this culture has been colonized when will an alien come my way? I found the truth with a satellite fall away from heaviness orbiting the rock that you left even motion has me hypnotized the zeitgeist has all of my senses possessed All I want is a paradigm to shake them awake and open up their minds How long have the satellites been singing them that sweet lullaby? Bye-bye, Humankind Time has been erased and replaced by clocks Space has been defined by temporary minds my brothers and sisters you've all fallen victim to this cultural Stockholm syndrome
2.
Dominic 02:42
adequate for the benefit of the bourgeoisie the porn and the deficit is killing me I try my best to resist all the symbols, the hyms, and the symmetry the sunlight and my eyes fades in front of me would have grown so tall instead of up so fast I'm not ill just tired of the past and hoping it would last so what kind of love is this? where we're born and we'll die apart from it I try my best to be patient for all the spaces between the sunlight and my eyes fades in front of me deep sea graves inherited mistakes foolish bravery is all that remains could you be in love some body? if they didn't know how a person should be?
3.
Black holes in picture frames the memory of sapiens suffering is our lives evidence Shamans made by accolades of our painful inheritance everyone I know in his or her abandoned existence You chose the ghost of the status quo what constantly collapsing shows is the will of the fall the will to be free is not the same to live long and the will of the seas is what keeps us apart It keeps us apart drinking always tells me something I knew suffering is all that we can do so pour me another few because I can still stand I am just a simple man whose be trying to hold your hand this is what I asked for a chance to collapse I wanted new years want it all back but you chose the ghost of the status quo what constantly collapsing shows is the will of the fall the thrill to be free is not the same to live long and the thrill of the seas is what keeps us apart You've gotta get use to this I never was a pessimist gotta get use to it
4.
Deleuze 03:12
I am here only to be your swiss connection hide money, hide it from your foes but the government and your wives know there's never been so little to lose I'm your metaphorical death, man I took your name and your spirit the same Plato's allegorical cave began this way we are children in the dark sparks and shadows lain yeah, it's a tragedy but then it's a farce you were just there with open arms Deleuze, loving you is like holding by an avalanche between my hands how could anything survive? without the satisfaction of leaving or living as a ghost in the sons eyes Yeah, it's a tragedy but then it's a farce you were just there with open arms Where did we meet? I can't recall our first rendevous can you? history is a bloody pool and we are the sharks we'll never stop because the government and your wives know your renaissance has come and gone
5.
as long as you admit to barely anything at all mythologize me and break my heart and make me wonder why the time that I dedicate to memory can only find itself in the moment it's here hold me close my love as long as you insist dear I'll adhere to all the ways that you think of me fondly, healthy, and charming ideas... how could I know? that my projected soul would get too old for the momentum of these days but I still try and can't find a reason why to be lost without you the dark is so unkind the moon reveals the sun in the night I'm still cutting teeth with the same motifs of light told me the wound needed ice then I began to open up my eyes why do I over complicate my life? it's so imprecise can't even trust my sight but I get the form of my condescending strife I'll get it right next time hold me close my love
6.
the future is gone it's never here, then it's gone it feels so far away did material or content get the care? bury every loving thing and leave no ideas to spare feeling self-aware to cast in wax or glass? forget the either/or don't let the others get the scraps tear away the humor from an already depressing past the future is gone it's never here, then its gone the future is gone it feels so far away
7.
Stages 03:18
the ages of man he grows and he dies he worships the sun and lives in his eyes but what does that mean? if dreams are serene? this all must be real it's all that I feel that nothing exists but being persists it's all that know I'm growing so old the grey in my hair shines in the light my head it hangs low from the weight of time our love has become carefully contrived and I couldn't justify our love was always meant to be with misery as soon as I'm there I just want to leave even the sage among man will grow and will die they worship the sun and live what they write but what does that mean if leaves begin green? it's all that I know we reap what we sow the grey in my stare it comes from the sight of a heart that couldn't bear to step into the light I'm waiting for something we were always meant to be me and misery I've been deceived by vertical lines put vertigo sensations in my mind
8.
You don’t want to choke on your words Should have chewed more now your stomach hurts She coughed up all this awful news Fake that the film didn’t end The crew’s in the mirror, but we’ll just play pretend But what’s the use? The past is just a fiction And you told me the facts Our lives don’t need the truth From now on Every moment’s chemistry You and me and my anxiety Honey and all this art is the same So sweet it coats your throat The boring side of an aesthetic threshold Hungry in part because I’m not Consumed in fevered baroque ideas About the rectangle of gold Your Art is mute and cute Lake Shore Limited I hated you Before we ever met Stubborn sinew No, not another tattoo I could get tally marks too For all the days without you No, not again My head and heart are islands And you found your podium We all love the art of destruction But all the beauty’s gone No one digs that reduction Or your fucked symposiums A cry for identity You and me and my anxiety My friends are better friends to you maybe its because you’re cute Every time, I ask you why The answer is always mute Your art is mute and cute
9.
Great Wake 03:41
All at once like a photograph Foucault's pendulum is swinging back grey skies give no contrast feeling presentness it's hard to believe believe it passed the point of sorrow uncertainly we'll grow time will unearth all unknowns all we gain waves will corrode There are always waves At the edge of something great Turn the cliffs to sand Show how impatient I am Wouldn’t be the meteor Meet our end from the tsunami There are always waves at the edge of something great waves won't stop coming wear the rock to nothing Knew I’d never find something better Broke my hand In spite of me Now the rain and my good hand Make me ache for who I should be Always waves At the edge of something great waves won't stop coming they'll wear the rock to nothing The story told interior reality of unconscious me
10.
my apache brother I've noticed you've been gone by the understory's thick and tangled maze clear and path for the arrow my heartstrings bow to pray funeral and temple are made these ways now the forest is an ocean of flame so apache ash would stay fools to think they'd see the dignity of dust these days dear shadow spirit overhead, turn this ash to bread and my body I will shed and say everything unsaid my apache brother, time will be be erased washed away by the waves and your warm embrace I want to speak of all the outer and inner space want to love this culture all its power of kitsch and cliche we can feed the forest back to green I want to see my shadow in the trees with my friends the trees are my friends there are some days I feel I owe you an apology it's not regret, I refused, but I owed you a better me and it's true that the wallow, the guilt, and the shame are mine instead of feeling content I've been wasting all my fucking time
11.
The Horizon 03:19
wouldn't you like to know how far the river flows? only to always find oceanic signs I have no patience for meditation these days It's hard to convince me I'm worried I'm digging my grave gravity is heavy and it flows no one knows what it is but I know where it goes you gave my intentions a sailing way you let passion fill the mast and reason fight the waves eyes dancing to the horizon transfiguration rising wouldn't you like to behold a star turned black turn gold? only connecting lines gave shape to enormous time I've got no patience for oscillating minds I feel no sensation I'm worried my spirit is compromised I'm the one that found you I'm the one that found when I found you I'm the one that found you

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Solo debut from Michael Mullin of Vacationer and Ratkicker

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released January 15, 2014

"Thrills of Constantly Collapsing"
Composed, Performed, Recorded, and Produced by Michael Mullin
Produced and Mixed by Greg Altman
Bass by Kenny Vasoli
Sample Vocal by Noelle Saltzgueber
Mastered by Ian Bennett at Riverview Studios in Bordentown, NJ

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